MY MISS LIST ^_^

Well. If you've seen my MISS LIST a couple of months ago in Multiply http://feiyie.multiply.com/journal/item/18/MY_MISS_LIST, here's my first Miss List for the year 2008. lol. Hehe! My last Miss List was 28th of June 2007. XD

Alright. So, where will I start? Hmm.. *thinks*

PLACES

**Our house >> Duhh. Like obviously.. Also the rest houses, my grandparent's places. The province. My ninangs' places where I spent some vacations. lol. Whatever. lmao. Hehe.
**School >> Shame. Been out of school for more than a year now.. tsktsk. I miss school so much. Just the school. The lessons, not really. lol Just joking. HAHA. Sheesh. Should've been on my Junior year this coming June. How depressing! =(
**CCF and LBBC >> My former churches. My friends there.
**LA >> Wooh. Grade School. Haha.
**JZONE >> That's probably the best Youth Group/ Ministry I've been to. It's so cool. I just love the services and the camps. XD
**Starbucks >> Gee. I wish there's Starbucks here. Hehe. It's the best place to meet and talk with friends.
**Malls >> lol. Hahahah! Mall Goddess here.. lmao. Wahehe! Definitely the best place to go to. Do whatever you want. Shop. Dine. Coffee. Timezone. Salon. The list goes on. lol. Do I need to mention my fave malls? It's like all of them. Lmao. Haha. Gee.. Glorietta no more. =|
**Philippine tourist spots >> HAHA. I've been around Phils. I wanna go to Baguio and Tagaytay right now. Boracay! lol.
**Philippines itself >> I miss my home country. Homesick. lol. HAHA. The pollution in Manille. lmao. Just kidding. HAHA. I just miss Phils.

PERSONS [There you go.. I know you're excited. haha. Find your name. lol! omg. I should not forget anyone. You guys might stone me. HAHA.]

**Sarrah >> My bhez friend. You aint making paramdam. Must be aimless in Katipunan. Joke!! Haha. How's studies? And the boys? lol. Jowkies. ;p Hey! You aint makin paramdam. lmao. I miss you soooo much! Wahaha. xd I'll catch you online. You gotta make kwento!! Hmmpft.
**CFAM >> My tweeniez. lol. OMG. I miss you guys. Starbucks moments. lol. I miss the days. What happened? amf. lmao. I know, there's something. lol. Are we still goin out of town together when I get back? =|
**Lola Bunny [Dkei] >> Lola bunnnnny!!! Dang. I miss you! HEY. Gmail. lol. Hehe. My birthday is next next week. Would you believe that? It's been a year. lol. Haha. But it's like 10 years. lol. HAHA. What's the latest? Let's go to the Summer Retreat? lol. I wish. HAHA. Mann. Don't leave until I get back. That's gonna be unfair. ):3 lmao.
**Mooommy [Hannah] >> (To those who doesn't know, I'm not talkin bout my real mom..lol. She's a friend that is like a mommy to me. lol.) Moooommy!! When was the last time we talked? Gee.. How's life? Any dad yet? lol. Haha. What's up ba? Sayang UAAP. Err. La Salle won. tsktsk. Maybe coz I'm no longer in UST. HAHA. Joking. XD Do you have the champion shirt? Arbor? lol. wahehe! :D
**Lolatot [Hanmae] >> omg omg. lol. When are you coming to Manila? Sheesh. This is so unfair! >.< lol. Make sure you go there when I get back. And mick around. HAHA. lol.
**Jenni >> Hey everyone! Meet Jenni. My dearest friend here in Fiji. haha. lol. XD HEY saff. Ready for our singing group? lol. HAHAHA! I know you don't have an idea of what I'm talkin about,, yet. lol. But yah, when you get back here in Suva, I'll tell you. lol. Haha. I so wish we can visit you there in the West. But i wish it's not that hottt.. lmao. And, where will you tour us? Sleeping Giant? lol. Wooh. Denarau! :D:L HEY. I miss youuuuu! Come back now in Suva. haha. And let's go check out the Gloria Jeans at MHCC. lol. This is so sad. tsk. We're just stayin home. You know why. lol. Hehe! Take care always! We so miss you... SAFF!!
**Dgroup >> To all Ate Nina's girls, and course, Ate Nina too. Wehe. I miss you all! How I miss the discussion, camps, yellow cab, and all that kind of stuffs. Hehe. The retreats are still fresh on my mind until now. Let's do them again. lol.
**Ate Nina >> My Dgroup Leader. Gosh. Thanks for the advices. Those are really encouraging. And yah, thanks for everything talaga. I really appreciate everything. And thanks for praying for me as well. :) I miss youuuu!
**Thessa >> Yoohoo.. I know we've been just friends for like a month. Just in time before I leave Phils. lol. But yah, i miss you, Bunbun! Wahe. Remember the MOA & Southmall? Gee. And wooh. The Sbux in Mega. HAHAHA. Omg. lol. I'll be back on your 18th.. Wee. I wish. HAHA. XD And hey, we'll get Havs when I get back. And kill the Shih Tzu. Just joking. HAHA. Remember that? Your text on that day of my flight. I still have it. lol. We're going to Sbux Trinoma when I get back. That same day!! LMAO. Hahahah!
**Looniez >> My Barkada on my Senior Year. Gee. You guys are unfair. Goin to Eastwood without me?!?? Tsk! lol. HEY. You guys are not supposed to be mocking around. Study hard! Party harder. JOKE!! HAHAHA. Wag niyo seryosohin yung party harder. Joke lang yun! xp But yahh, I so miss you guys! Remember the time when we were at home and you guys didn't even sleep. Mann. How I wanted to sleep that time and at like 6 or 7am, you guys still wanna watch a movie. GAAH. Hahaha. And some moments at our rooftop. Pictures. lol. We'll do that again when I get back. And ohh, the Baguio getaway! Woohoo!! Can't wait! XD
**LA friends >> OMG guys. Our reunion was postponed coz of someone who went to Thailand. HAHA. Joke lang, dude. lol. ;p But yah. When I get back, I wish we'll have a reunion.. Wahehe. Gotta catch up. lol.
**1-Gam >> The first year in UST. The section where I belonged to. Well, I know it's just a sem. But in some ways, I missed you guys. Hehe.
**Teentalkerz >> Wooh. Haven't been to Teentalk for ages. I miss all my Teentalk friends.
**Eika >> HEY. How's someone in Quebec? lol. Just kidding. Haha. Miss yah!
**Aleksei >> I know I spelled that right. lol. I'll see you when I go to NZ. lol. Miss you!
**To all my new friends here in Fiji >> As if you guys could read this. Haha. Comment if you came accross. lol. HAHAHA! XD I'll miss you guys when I leave and get myself back to Phils.. lol. I know some of you guys will visit Phils one day. lmao. (Wait. I think this is just a message coz I just saw you guys at church a while ago and I'll see you guy later. lol)

Hmmm. I mentioned groups. lol. Sorry. Haha. It might take me ages if I would name you guys one by one.. lol. Well, to those I've mentioned, maybe, I really miss you guys and maybe you are making paramdam to me lately. HAHAHA. Coz you know, there are so few who give comments, send me emails. It's like you guys are forgetting me na. How sad. =| lol. Hehehe. But yah.. Thanks for reading my Miss List. If you got frustrated, you're no in here, COMMENT BACK! I dare you! HAHAHA. Don't worry, I'll hug you tight when I see you. lol.

EVERYONE! Special people I mentioned. lol. Hahaha. Miss you all! And yah, we'll surely catch up when I get back to Phils. That's probably... I don't know yet. Wee. LOL. Haha. Soon enough. In God's time. Teehee. Love you all! *muahuggs*

From The Inside Out

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

I'm back >>

Hey guys!


Well, my blog feiyie.blogspot.com is alive again! lol. Gee. I deleted everything and made a new one. Coz the old one is just crazy. This new Blogger is cooler. lol. Anyways, enough for that, you might not get it. Teehee. :P

I don't know what to say. Hehe! Introdution? Gee. I'm lazy to make one. HAHA! Well, I guess I don't have to do that anymore coz I know you know me personally. Right? If you're just a passer-by, uhmm.. Just visit my profiles on Friendster, Bebo, or whatever. lmao.

I've been here in Fiji for about 7 months now. Wow! I'm still surviving! Hahahah! Gee. I'm actually dying to go home now for lots of reasons. But yah, my Heavenly Dad also wants me to stay here for even more reasons, I guess. Shox! I just don't know what to do. I wanted to give up, like a thousand times but, oh well, I still trust Him on what His purpose might be. I still keep the faith even though I am actually giving up and yeh, sometimes, I just feel hopeless.

I uber miss my friends in the Philippines. How I miss the times we go to the malls, make endless chikkas in the Starbucks, DVD marathons, etc etc. I miss the fun being with them. Amf.

I miss my home country. The lifestyle! Manila, dude. HAHA! I grew up in Manila. So I basically know everything what's happening in my country's capital. lol. The newest malls, the hippest places, and stuffs like that. Daym. Maybe, I'm just so aimless here in Fiji. Not used to it all. Yah I know I've been here for like 7 months now. But mann. I just can't help it. I'm homesick!! So what? I'm just not yet used to it all.


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That was something from my Dgroup leader. Several weeks ago, like early January, I was crying to her at YM telling her I wanna give up. I wanna go home. Not that I really don't like it here or whatever, I'm just so homesick and all. Well, I know God has a plan for everything. I know I gotta accept the fact that I'm gonna stay here for quite some time, I just couldn't handle it at the moment maybe. As I've said, this was not the lifestyle I've used to have. Look, I'm just staying at home. I'm not used to household chores. But oh well....

One of the reasons God put us here is for our family. I suggest you guys check out my Blogchex or Squidoo for my "life's testimony" to give you a brief summary of my life. lol. Haha. The links are somewhere at the right of this blog. lmao. ;p SO yahh.. That's actually one of the reasons. When I was in Phil, it's more on friends than family. Well, here... I know you get the picture. Haha! Gee. That's so mushy! lol. XD

Anyways. I think I've said what I wanna say in this first post here at Blogger. You guys just check my Blogchex or Squidoo to understand more. If you are just interested or something. lol. Haha!

Till next post >>
__FeiYiE^^